2 months ago one of my dearest friends decided to leave this planet.
The news was unexpected and yet somehow not. I had many conversations with her in her last weeks. She often said to me:
"I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE, I JUST CAN'T COPE HERE, I DON'T FIT IN HERE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET IT ALL TOGETHER."
I understood her so well. How often did I feel like that. How many times I wished I wasn't here. And so I asked her the only thing that made sense to me. "Do you really still want to be here, in this incarnation or not?"
"I don't know," she answered me. A few weeks later, she had made her decision.
Yes, it hurts, as it always does when a loved one leaves. And no, I am not motivating anyone to take their own life. I see things very pragmatically and that can seem a bit cold and insensitive to some, but in my reality it is the greatest love and care of the other person. For each of us is allowed to make our own decisions without anyone else to judge. Your decision was to leave and that's ok, even if it hurts like hell.
Being here in this reality is only a choice. If you don't want to be here, that's okay, you choose. But if you want to be here, then choose to be here as well. And then fully commit to this life.
The end of the year is just around the corner and the feelings about what the new year may bring are as varied as we are. No matter what you create in the new year, choose to be here consciously. Your intention and choice create the energetic foundation for all possibilities.
YES, I AM HERE AND I CHOOSE TO CREATE MY LIFE AS IT IS RIGHT FOR ME.
I wish you for the coming year that it will be the best year you ever had. Nice that you have decided to be here until now.
